I miss him

I can't believe how hard this is turning out to be. I know that the first couple weeks are difficult until the routine starts but being a single mom is hard.

I look at baby girl and she looks just like my husband so then I start thinking about him and then come the tears. Thankfully my hormone level has subsided so I can usually hold my tears back instead of randomly crying uncontrollably.

I know eventually it will get easier but right now all I can think about is not having him to help me raise our daughter for this first year of her life. It hurts.

We need you.