House!

I just put in an application for a house back in Jacksonville! I'm so excited and nervous all at one time. But I will say that it's incredibly difficult to put in an application when you are physically there. You would think that it would just be a simple fax and done. But nope. They only accept cash or money order for application fees. I don't even know what a money order is but it sounds illegal. My jaw literally dropped when I read this. I thought it was going to be physically impossible for me to get a house before moving back. But then my real estate agent decided to be an angel. She fronted the $30 application fee just on pure trust and good faith in that I would send her a check tomorrow.
Awesome right?

Except now if this house falls through I'll be back to the drawing board which is now scarier than ever with this cash/money order claus.

I'm not even supposed to be looking at houses just yet because I'm not moving until January. My husband said I need to have patience but I can't help it. I'm a planner I like things done well in advance. But this house is just perfect. We actually looked at it over 2 years ago  before we chose our other house. My husband loved it because it has a loft and I loved it's charm. And coincidentally it's come back into our lives! And to top it all off it's not even available until January 3rd so it's perfect!

Fingers crossed everything goes smoothly. I should know tomorrow.

Another worry of mine is if they run my credit and now my husbands. He has near perfect credit whereas I'm battling who other than tricare about bills I shouldn't have to pay. I don't think they have a collections on my report yet but I did get a letter in the mail even though the hospital and tricare said it was all taken care of. Jerks. And from 2009 I have a collections that I already disputed and won that for some reason refuses to come off of experion's credit report even though it's already been removed by the others. I swear doctors are only trying to ruin my life.

If you couldn't tell I'm a worrier. I stress out over things normal people would just calmly get through. It's awful.

Send me some good thoughts, prayers, anything to get me through this please!!

Isn't she beautiful? And so patriotic!