We are in Florida right now. The trip started out to see his father and introduce him to Abigail. Then it turned into Nascar over load which is partially my fault. His uncle offered him a ticket to Daytona Sunday. I said he should definitely go since it's a great opportunity and a good way to welcome him home. When I said that I thought it was going to be like a 4 hour trip total. Turns out Daytona is 4 hours from Tampa where we are visiting. So it's 4 hours there, probably 4 hours or so for the race, and then 4 hours back. So that is an entire day away from each other.
I think I'm so pissed because I just got him back and now I have to let him go for a whole day. Which in retrospect is nothing but it feels like eternity right now. To top that off he spent 4 hours last night playing some stupid nascar racing game with his uncle instead of spending time with Abigail.
Then today we had the house to ourselves and Abigail was napping and instead of spending some time with me he turned on a nascar race. I mean seriously, how many friggin races are there in one weekend? It's ridiculous and I hate Nascar so much.
I thought this trip was going to be a nice vacation for us but I haven't stopped being pissed and miserable the entire time. We went to the zoo today but I couldn't enjoy myself because I was still pissed about the 4 hour video game playing last night. I hate that I am letting myself be so pissed but I am.
Tomorrow is going to be horrible. I want to enjoy myself but just the thought of him being gone all day at some stupid race while I play single mommy again infuriates me.
I hope I can chill out but it seems highly unlikely at this point.
1 comments:
I hope by now you are about to gloat a little because the race was cancelled. Try to enjoy the rest of your trip!!
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