Worn Down

The past couple days I have been really worn out. I work a lot and when I'm not working I'm usually running non stop doing errands or just anything. I was hoping that working would take my mind off this deployment but it's having the reverse effect.
Time seems to be going slower than before. I think part of the reason is only having 2 1/2 ish months left before I head back to NC. It's that time where the excitement takes over and slows everything down.
I really miss my husband. I'm so thankful to have him in my life. Whenever I'm having a rough night at work or even a rough second I remember him telling me that I can do anything and that sometimes we have to do things we don't want to. I've never been able to push myself past the point of wanting to quit before. I usually just quit because that's what I want at that moment. But having him in my head has made me such a stronger and better person.
I love being able to contribute to our family I just really hate missing time with our daughter. It hasn't really bothered me until tonight. She has been sick for a couple days and I really hated leaving her tonight. On top of that she said her first word which I missed. It was Mama by the way.
I just have to remind myself that we need the extra money and in the long run leaving her is for the best.
I have already gotten through 7 months of this deployment. The majority of it is done. I just have to keep pushing on.
I will be extremely happy when this is all over. I just wish I had the power to speed up time.